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I FEEL SO SCREWED UP!!!  WTH, WHAT AM I DOING MAN? TO MISS A VOLUNTARY TEST WHERE IT CAN BE COUNTED FOR 20% IF I DID WELL!!!  I STUDIED TILL 4AM, TRYING TO MEMORISE ALL THE STUFFS AND ALL EFFORT IS DRAINED OFF WHEN I DIN SIT FOR THE PAPER!! I won't feel that bad if i sit for it and fail cos i dunno how to do. BUT i never even try!!! how can i nv even give it a try and 'give up' I must be nuts man! Arghhhhhhhh. This is really a big lesson learn. Let wat my ultimate bestie says, everything happens for a reason, treat it like a learning experience. I hope its really the case that everything happens for a reason. Good things will be awaiting ahead. Lucky this test is optional and won't affect alot. There is still time to catch back the 20%! Work harder for the final paper!!!!!
Thanks to my ultimate bestie, kid, project mates and friends for the comfort! U guys make me feel better. :)

NOTE TO MYSELF:
STOP WHINE-ING & BROODING OVER IT! MOVE ON!!!
PLEASE BE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND WORRIED ABOUT UR STUDIES!
STOP WAKING UP LATE FOR MORNING LESSON! YOU HAVE TO SLP EARLIER IF YOU CAN'T WAKE UP ON TIME THE NEXT DAY!!
PLEASE SPEND MORE TIME ON UR STUDIES AND STOP DREAMING! YOU NEED TO MUG HARD FOR YOUR PAPERS! YOU CAN'T EFFORT TO FAIL ANY OR REPEAT ANY SEMESTER! PLEASE THINK ABOUT THE SCHOOL FEES AND START WORKING HARD!!!